winter solstice

I am feeling sentimental
it is the winter solstice <3
and it is an eclipse
I am feeling honored
to be apart of this beautiful world.

its crazy how moods can change so quickly.

I'm so confused.
which way is up, or down, around and around..
dizzy, exhausted, can I hear me scream?
can I hear the circles.. the fearless turtles.
get off of me, do you not feel this?
I know I'm creating it, but am I?
I can't be that powerful. harness your own power.
am I too powerful for you? that is not coming from the ego, it's coming from irritation, stop ...

and its switched, switchback. calm, irritation, irrationality, regret, appreciation, serenity, calm, satisfaction, dissatisfaction, irritation, irrationality, extremity, fatality...
regret, appreciation, serenity