I'm feeling very stuck at this moment in time.
I'm in bed, on a cold fall morning. Ammonite is here.

I didn't go to Caty's this morning because I had anxiety about it. I thought I had to go into work, but I didn't, so I didn't go anywhere. I took a little nap, and now its almost 11:30.

To do today...
- work on that grant
- yoga class
- email to SE team about upcoming shows - two more people left
- volunteer opportunties in Cincy and Cleveland - make a sheet to give at the shows
- pay for WOOF membership
- Affirmation art
- AOC action day research organization
- get together info about grants from Eclipise Concepts - add it to a document to give grant writing interns


Fall fades into winter. my plants are dead, my feelings are splinters.
weakening weather, strengthening will.
to go inside, to take the pill?
to feel alive, to feel alone...
I have not finished, I am not done
find the light inside, kindness and love.
that is you, you are the one.
don't fret, don't fight, you are alive.


I feel good today. batman is snuggling with me. I've gotten some syc stuff done.
I feel good about getting this syc stuff done. I feel really big things coming for us, I just have to stay on top of things. the computer helps a fuck ton.