I am constantly inspired by those around me, those that i see on social media,

i am constantly inspired by the transpiring of others lives...

and seeing attention, i am, seeking approval, kinship, friendship, from the one that i know I have it from no matter what.
maybe that's what it takes, is that conversatoin. do i talk about it or keep it to myself forever?
it seems the longer i suppress it, the worse it gets...

i want to talk about it in person. i really do.